journal

random wednesdays

by m3ntal

current selection | garbage – paranoid
feelin’ | disoriented

im beginning to get the impression that my mind treats my dreams more substantially than id like it to. i had a dream last nite (that i can vaguely recall) and when i woke up this morning, i felt as if id been up all nite. thats super. it was one of those subconscious-yearnings type dreams. me and fish were in his new subaru outback ready to go on a long roadtrip. yea, dont make it too literal, ye bastards. he was a bit wary to let me drive because i hadnt driven in a while, and that the car was a little too small for me. when i got into the drivers seat, my knees kept banging against the steering wheel and i had to slide the seat all the way back til it touched the back row. right then. thats all the dream was about i think…we mightve also made a grays run and scarfed down hot dogs and pina colada. i think its time i started traveling again.

i was walking thru tompkins square park this morning on my way to the bus stop, and there were camera crews all around the northern end. i wanted to ask someone what they were shooting, but everyone was too busy looking busy. mebbe it was spider-man 2…or sex and the city. wait…sex and the city wouldnt be caught dead in alphabet city. i always get mildly excited seeing camera crews around the city. its probably b/c i secretly want to be involved…the personal assistant of a hot actress, or the guy who fetches donuts for everybody. my friend aggie got to be on the set of a number of films (she attended film festivals too) including kill bill (she talked to tarantino), hero (met chris doyle…whos a lush), and a number of wong kar wai movies (arrghh!!!). i was just a little envious. ive so far only seen sex and the city in central park (whup-deedoo), spider-man 2 down at the anthology, a few nbc commercial shoots (with 6 women in each of the 6 colors of the peacock on a rotating platform), and law & order: svu, who were shooting a scene outside of our office/factory (ice-t was eating in the deli downstairs. go east williamsburg!)

now i need an image. need an image….