its been a while since i made a post eh? i mean a real post, not a regurgitation of past drinkies and foodage. but this has been on my mind pretty much all week. well, if you want to be completely accurate, probably the last 10 years of my life too. with my rockin’ 30th behind me now, i didnt really expect this wave of weird and funny feelings to wash over me so thoroughly. see, i just hit the 30th mark, and im still flying solo after all these years. i have of course received lectures, assessments, and advice from all points across the board…telling me to do this, or be this way, say this and whatnot. in the end, im really just sitting here dazed and confused wondering what kind of person i should be…or what kind of person i even am. and im instead left with this awkward, incoherent post. was i suppose to say or do something? how come i got weird vibes the next day? maybe i was suppose to say something then. action or inaction, nothing ever seems to turn out right. and instead im at this point sort of thinking im predestined for disappointment.
/end emo
